Because sometimes when everything around me is failing, when the world is in chaos and all of my fears are becoming alive. Because sometimes when my heart is telling me to not continue, when my brain is telling me to give up on life, and when I feel as though I am taking my last breath. When I have lost all control of everything around me, I turn to writing.
I turn to writing where I have control over everything. Where my biggest fears are nothing compared to what I could create. When everything, from the chaos to the smiles is completely and one hundred percent in my control, I am writing.
Because when I feel like I am drowning, I can use writing as my life preserver and it saves me from the water and allows me to use such a silent form of oppression and fighting and tears and happiness and allows me to use such a creation to sow everybody what is happening.
Because writing is the only thing capable of helping me when all else is failing and I can not forget that or I will drown.